Woooolaalaa.

2010-08-11T22:34:00.002+08:00

YOU DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH I MISS YOU. YES I MISS YOU VERY MUCH. :( PLEASE TELL ME YOU DO?

boooooooooooooooooooooo!

2010-07-21T14:30:00.000+08:00

its been so long i've never blog here. sooo sorrehhhhhh. i wonder is there any readers? hahaha.

i miss all my girls ♥

hi im back!

2010-06-20T15:45:00.000+08:00

hello holla! its been so long ive not been updating my rusty blog! i know! ive been busy lately with i don't know with what. been busy working too. alot of plans but just cant decide which one wanna go. im sorry to my other friends if i keep ditch about the plans and stuff. i wil make it up for you guys. especially kiki mandy! will meet you soon and will get my shades from you! its been quite sometimes i on my lappy. its only weekends i could touch it. weekdays will be working, after work will just have last minutes plans and stuff. goshhh, its so tiring. i need a rest which is only sunday?

i need to plan properly with all the plans i have with friends and family. it happen too fast just till i need to go with the flow. too much plans but in little time. sigh. this year have been a hectic year for me. too much things happen and busy with stuff and now i realised its mid-june already! how fast the time flies and its like half yr already. thank god. few more days will be in july. its been months ive out of school and enter to be a workaholic person. its so diff and tiring! im concentrating on my ownself benefits. save money and enjoy! hahahaha. alright not totally forget about my own parents! :)

for now i really enjoying my life. with the friends who still stay with me until now and still contacting. i dont give a fuck to whoever hates me. cos i dont care what they like or dont like about me. its just me, whoever accept me, i thank god for having a friends like them. for who hates me, go and die. been going thru will alot of sucky friends who are not true at all. okay nobody perfectttttttt.

be right back...

blank expression.

2010-04-24T14:37:00.000+08:00

heyyyy i'm backkkk. after soooo longgg already. i've never touch this dusty rusty blog of mine. been soooo lazy, tired, no mood to update anything here. but anyway since i'm free now why not?

ive graduated already! and sadddd didnt get into poly. and so nevermind. i'm happy my friends got it! :) i'm working nowww. and really much in love with work cos ive seen alot of mat salleh early in the morning making my day wonderfoool! so have some confident to work!

my parents will be away next two month :( k bye. nothing more to type. will update again. k bye.

you you you.

2010-04-14T22:28:00.000+08:00

i'm going to delete this blog soon. no use and nothing to blog anymore. having a bad life for now. boring life for now. left with nothing cause i lost alot of things for now especially the precious one.

be happy & goodbye.

boring.

2010-03-29T23:16:00.000+08:00

down with flu, headache and whatever shitzxzx.

2010-03-24T03:15:00.001+08:00

Damn my life is like empty not like last time :( damn I'm not like this before please. Cheer me up please. I feeling so weird and not like me at all. I miss someone who say I miss you everytime. Get it? No. Nevermind.

I'm waiting for school and work and will make myself busy for sure. So I won't think much like now. Stress for no reason? Only god knows how I feel now and how much I wanted to be the way I want but nah nothing change.

Goodbye :)

2010-03-22T18:18:00.002+08:00

im getting lazy to update more. really. nothing interesting more in my life.
i think i wanna close down this blog. should i?

k bye.

k bye. haha

2010-03-17T23:46:00.000+08:00

i remember you say "you're so short but nevermind i still love you" with a big smile on your face and a hug.

:)

2010-03-15T03:18:00.001+08:00

I will get myself away from everything. Let me go through all this shits by myself without any help. Things might not be in my way, fuck about it and I try to get myself up alone. Fuck with everything. Fuck with my life. I need to find something useful for now. Get myself busy yes busy. Bye.

WOAH.

2010-03-10T17:54:00.000+08:00

this is the opportunity for me to post whatever i want now since i'm free right now. i wake up pretty late/early around 11 plus. i feel so good waking up at this time since its not school time anyway. i graduate already! imagine that i feel happy but sad at the same time too :( but well, happy that i'm done and over for the exams and projects. really its stressing me out being in higher nitec for 2 years. but i've never feel the 2 bloody years in that school. the first time i've enter that school, i find it "damn its damn small and eww" and in my mind keep telling that there must be alot of minah-s. hahaha. 1st few weeks abit cranky with all the classmates and i nearly wanna get out from the school cos i'm not really interested much and abit weird with the classmates. but everything went well with some of them who came to the rescue! i am much appreciated to meet the first few classmates which is eza emil siree and amber :) well day by day after all the projects we gone through, things are abit different. i know we all make mistakes right girls? but i'm okay with it, i've forget about everything. life have to move on. i appreciate whatever you girls have done :)

moving on get to know the rest of the classmates getting interesting. we all getting closer with all the jokes and laughter we had. almost everyone. i am much happy on that time. things getting out of hands some point but we all go through together and we stick together. after all of the exams and stressful projects, was quite fun cos we know what we are lack of and our weaknesses. cos we are always there for each other. we help through everything in every step. we cry, laugh, joke, share secrets and whatever together! i am happier to find this kind of friends in that particular school. hahaha. i've no regrets at all. believe me. i've learn alot of things which i dont know with them. this friends are, hanis ayu sidah lya fadillah siti. and not to forget all of them too! i just rmbr a project called event management. we are do our own event and we create our own amazing race over to sentosa. god, i miss all that.

even tho i'm only 2 yrs in that school, i miss it very much. taking the lift non stop even tho class are at only 2nd level. and its like less than 5 sec you reach when you taking it! hahahaha. when in the lift we always try stupid things like syamil our alien friend! who love to shout in the lift. hahaha. fun! we squeeze like fuck together inside it. damn, i'm gonna miss that. even tho the toilet is damn dirty and i dont usually go in you know cos i cant even take it the smell . hahaha, but i love the first floor toilet which is near Lecture T. cos its still new anyway. and we always change to P.E attire there! and we love to sing in the cubicle. hahaha, gosh imagine that. with sidah singing non stop. we make a joke out of it. i miss the gym room! gosh with big mirror and we love to immitate each other. this all im not gonna forget.

i miss going school with siti taking 99 babe. every single day without fail. but since i'm quite lazy to take bus anymore cos everytime late and taking train from there on. i miss going school with lya and of cos dian :) every friday since we both start school same timing but not the rest of the days since she started late. i miss all that for sure. and not to forget, i am so happy to know new friends there with the same course differents classes. even tho we all are not close but when we bumped into each other, we will smile or say hi and even have a normal nice talk and jokes. they are friendly seriously. hahaha. now i realised people there are not bad anyway. all are great friends to be with.

i miss my girls really missing each of you. yesterday was the last day of school after we had our last exam. i bring my camera along of cos. was thinking to take a class photo together. but too bad, everyone was already out of school. of cos my girls are always there. so we had some shot together! hahaha. lame i know but whatever. i love them very much. we all the monkey families except fad and siti. hahaha. fad is sotong, siti is crab. hahaha. i miss you all. i miss joking around in class, laughing out loud whever we are. the elaboration of a single matter and word! hahahahaha. thats funny seriously girls. especially miss sidah non stop laughing, her pms so suddenly and loves to be so mean to people but whatever we enjoy her accompany. hanis, laugh plus crying in the same time. hahaha. her tears of happiness wil roll down non stop when we laugh and laugh about something bloody funny and her loud voice! ayu, with her sometimes pms too hahaha. she care for each of us whenever we are down and in whatever shit. she's known as shrek. hahahaha. lya, of cos always there for us too make us happy. whenever she's down, but she try her best to entertain us! and she's dont give a fuck whoever who wants to bring her down as long as she's happy with everything. hahaha. fad another sotong who is always blur everytime but she's good in presentation man. hahahaha and her non stop random jokes and her blur sotong attitudes. hahaha and last is siti, the best crab friend we had. with her around we love to bully her and she's kind person who dont care about anything in this world whoever talk about her she's okay anyway. hahhaha. goshhhhhh, i missss this all girls. miss singing in the class with all the repeat songs we love. hahahaha

lastttt, i miss mr herman. at first i dont really like or fancy this kind of lecturer. butttt not! he's the best eventho he's kinda irritating butttt he's fucking kind person. he help us through every single thing we stuck on. he loves to find fault with us especially on vas. hahaha but no offence he's just joking around. he's just like a clown and a good friend of us. he is good in joke and he love to immitate each of us too. i miss his method of teaching. really. he's funny and nice to be hang out with. never regret at all. he loveee to find fault with me immitate every single thing i do. damn funny please. hahahaaha. please go find a nice girl for you and get married, cos you're not that old and handsome tooo. hahahahaha fuck.

jonathan - even tho i don quite talk much to you but youre good friend anyway. haha :)

mark - the 4 pointer guy! hahaha funny and fun to be with! youre the best classmates i ever had. youre always there for us. making us laugh with all your funny/stupid jokes!

yan wei - i dont talk much to you but youre one of computer freak and blogging freak. hahahaah. :) nice to get to know you.

umairah - first time i thot youre a chinese girl -.- after get to know your name like gosh! hahahaha. but whatever it is, youre one of the friend who really stay strong in whatever situation youre in. all the best babe!

siree - my sexy bitch scandal :) hahahahaha baby it was nice to get to know you really. i am happy to find a friend like you. the best bitching partner!

sylvia - the most tall girl i know in my class. hahaha. it was nice to get to know you. i love your voice when you sing! and youre good in getting along with us the malay girls! hahaha

alawiyah - the cute lil girl. hahahaha very funny and fun to get along please! never fail to entertain my nonsense!

amber - sexy chinese girl the first time i saw you. hahahaha. youre fun to get along tooo. niceeee friend youre!

kolrence - the handsome guy in our class! hahahahaha. your eye brow powerr to the max. im not gonna forget your sexy eye brow and voice! haha

joleen- abit quite girl i know so randomly laugh and yeah it was niceee to get to know you.

ayu- i love you! hahahaha youre the best shrek friend i ever had. you're always there for me whenever i need help or wants to vent anger or nything to you, youre always there! mwah.

fadzly- the most motivated guy ive ever met. even tho you sometimes irritating and loveeee to disturb people but youre a good friend to be with indeed! thanks.

lawrence- the quite boy of all in class. hahahaha. youre the good friend who are very kind!

vas- very loud in class! hahahaha funny and fun to be with babe! hahaha

nina- hahahah very random always love to disturb me! hahaha and your laugh please i cant forget! nice to be friends with!

dawn- another sexy girl in class. didnt talk much but we can get along well and you don give a fuck to anyone. hahahaha nice friend!

adeline- my only teddy bear friend! hahahaha with non stop laugh laugh! cuteee friend who keep say calling me short friend! hahahah i love to be friends with you! and your jokes!

siti- annoying sometimes but she love to entertain nonsense of everyone who love to disturb her. hahahaaha

syamil - my only alien friend. hahahahaha!funny guy and love to disturb people and fun to be friends with! realllyyy. his loud voice and irritating voice who love to immitate people!

eza-my cute lil friend whom i love her to have braces on! nice friend to be with! with your random things to disturb people! hahaha

emil- partner of disturbing people! hahahahaha! nice to be friends with and easy to get along!

shuhui- a noisy in class always but very nice friend! hahahaha

may- pretty girl in class hahaha. nice friend!

eileen- a very very quite girl in class. but hey its nice when to get to talk to her. :)

kelly- gangster friend of mine. hahahaha nice to be friends with!

hanis- nice best bear friend of mine! hahahahaha i love to get to talk to you whenever im down cos you know how to make me laugh! mwah! ily!

lya- my sexy bitch another one. hahahahaha always there for whenever i need someone. you're the best baby, ily mwah.

sidah- my laughing gas partner! hahahahahahahahahaha ily girl . youre always there for me too when i need you.

fad- my only sotong friend. hahahaha i just love your blur sotong face! funny!

shaf- my best bear guy friend! youre also there whenever i need some talk to motivate myself! syg kau.

my dear handsome lecturer, my herman x. :)

ITS A NICE JOURNEY IN ITE TO BE WITH YOU ALL. I LOVE YOU ALL! GOOODLUCK IN FUTURE MWAHHHHHHHH!

WITH LOVE, AIN :)

f.

2010-03-08T12:34:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling numb. i feel as tho exams are next week. i feel that i'm on holiday forever right now.

damn, it really tough nowadays. help me.

speechless.

2010-03-06T21:33:00.000+08:00

must it be now tell me? i dont really wish to happen now, sigh as long as you're happy and i'm happy for you.

takecare, much love.

whatever.

2010-03-06T01:04:00.000+08:00

left few more days to revise last exam. gosh. i don know if i can go through or not. only god knows how i feel right now. i need job like seriously.

i think my stalker likes to tag nonsense whenever he/she dont really fancy on what i'm gonna post. really, why bother? haha. its kinda funny anyway. you dont like me, but still visit my blog. still interested wanna know about my life uh? think before you wanna tag. anyway, i dont give a damn anymore. really. you wanna tag nonsense go ahead. i cant be bother much and im sick and tired to entertain more. you like it or not, fine with me :) thanks for dropping by anyway. but really not happy with me, come and find me and confront me. i know my life is not that perfect like "yours" :)

2010-03-01T23:45:00.001+08:00

a self declare holiday already. cool right? yes, i say it for my ownself. didnt go to school today due to stupid sick. no appetite already. headache not yet gone at allll! yesss stupid. weather is so uncontrollable. very humid totally. next week last exam and off i go out from that school. i'm going to miss you girls totally. :(

our jokes, gossip, non stop elaborate things about what we started off with a word/s or even random things. haha. i miss all that seriously. with non-stop shouting so loudly here and there. getting nice foods there. missing my chicken drumlet. wooohoo, powerr. missing all the nicest people/new friends i've know there. alot and alot of things i want to list it down. i'm gonna post all the pictures soon when i'm free :)

well, hot & spicy shaker fries are out soon. i wantttttttttttt!

i've never regret at all.

i missss you frog! hahahahahahahahaha

Home sweet home

2010-02-25T14:25:00.003+08:00

I'm updating through my iPhone now.

I'm done with frontpage project plus PR project anddddd left only PR exam which is less than 2 weeks! Left with 1 week to study for the bloody whole 8 chapters. Feel so stress really. But after that I'm free! Best or what! Really hope gonna get that course in poly. And I wanna work too to earn own moneyy and buy own stuff and eat nice foods okay baby! Will see first then.

I can't wait to finish school. Will catch up things with friends for sure :)

You're the best and no one could make me feel that way you do. :)

DIE DIE DIE.

2010-02-23T00:56:00.000+08:00

i need to study. i need to study.i need to study.i need to study.i need to study.i need to study.i need to study.i need to study.i need to study.i need to study.i need to study.i need to study.i need to study.i need to study.i need to study.i need to study.i need to study.i need to study.i need to study.i need to study.i need to study.i need to study.i need to study.i need to study.i need to study.i need to study.i need to study.i need to study.i need to study.i need to study.i need to study.i need to study.i need to study.i need to study.i need to study.i need to study.i need to study.i need to study.i need to study.i need to study.i need to study.i need to study.i need to study.

i need to finish up the frontpage project by this wednesday! i need to finish up the frontpage project by this wednesday!i need to finish up the frontpage project by this wednesday!i need to finish up the frontpage project by this wednesday!i need to finish up the frontpage project by this wednesday!

THIS WEDNESDAY. EXAM NEARLY TWO WEEKS.

2010-02-22T11:38:00.000+08:00

boring.

:)

2010-02-18T10:05:00.004+08:00

done.

2010-02-17T23:08:00.000+08:00

i'm gonna have a quick update.

i'm back from jb on monday feeling sick and very very moody. okay nothing important. PR mock test is this friday. i have not touch anything yet. will do soon. we're left with 2 important things for this last semester for now. which is individual project Frontpage and PR exam. busy busy busy.

i'm quite lazy to update this blog right now. when i'm really free will do proper update. :)

away

2010-02-13T02:13:00.002+08:00

random.

anywayy i'm done with the last presentation and i'm so fucking proud of myself and even to my girls :) Congrats babies. we're done left only 1 more exam which PR but mock test will be next friday and i've not yet readyyyy. gosh. 1 more project which is the frontpage and we're done from that school. cant believe we're graduating soon. ah sad.

i'm gonna be away from tomorrow to jb i mean laterrrr on the afternooon. until tuesday? hmmmmmmmmm. k bye.

i cant wait

2010-02-11T01:15:00.001+08:00

i tell you what, i'm having presentation later on for the last of this semester, school and whatever shitzx. and soon, project will be hand in sooon for the last BUT another 1 more project to go and thennnn LAST EXAM ANDDDD THEN FINISHHHHHHHHH, I'M OUT OF THE SCHOOOL ALREADY. I'm hoping that I will get the course I want insyallah, if not work ah i wanna find money already. hahahaahaha. k not important. Anywayyy i got new phone already butt not that nokia :( cos expensiveeee. and so i got iPhone! :) For now pretty sad because i'm not gonna see my classmates everyday anymore after graduate and everybody will be busy with school and work confirm :( I'm gonna miss my girls all like seriously.

i miss touching my camera already :( after all this exams, i'm gonna be super busy goin out wasting time or might be finding work. i wanna go zoo baby plus bali! i just need to get out from this country to relieve stress and singapore gettin boreddd already. and i wanna shopping. k, wait till i workkkkk.

gonna catch that V's day movie plus many more babyy. will be going off to jb on saturday and be back by next week i think :/ to sister house. duringg chinese new yearrrr somemoree. boring.

HAPPY.

2010-02-07T13:13:00.007+08:00

i have good news that my dear cousin are alrightttt! he's still attending for school plus having part time job. how good is that. :) please do come back soon.

dinner on tuesday with my lovely cousins :) over due pictures sorry. next mustap please and then big dinner!

i was all the way at home yesterday i mean saturday you know, believe it or not! since parents are away to jb at my sis place, i got entertain my handsome boy :) i had mcd alone yday but still i'm hungry.

tuesday having aofa exam. next week too having presentation. too much things. haiyaa. its been so long already i never touch or play with my dear little toy or my dear bf, Timber. Hahahaha, my dear camera. since i'm quite lazy to bring it out and no one wants to take pictures and blah blah..and no one wants to go out with me. i'm fuckng broke seriously. i think i wanna work already! urgh.

new handphone?

2010-02-06T22:51:00.000+08:00

i want new phone and i want this mom pretty please :( the colour i want they never sell :/ not yellow, red or even white, the one i want all is shiny fully black powerrrrr. Is this the phone the one we talked, kiki? hahahaha. you got your X6, and i'm fucking jealous please.

THIS ONE :)

okay boring bye.

get it straight.

2010-02-03T21:16:00.003+08:00

I miss this girl here :( its been like nearly 1 week absent. Due to having fever and stuff. Please get well soon. I misssss you or WE (your girls) miss you damn muchhh please......... Back to school tmrw i cant wait to hug you!

Next week AOFA exams already and i'm trying abit hard to study all the functions and stuff. I really wanna get A since now I just get B only sia. Projects somemore, gosh i'm getting more stress. Graduating sooon man. I've no plan after that. I wanna work but i wanna study.

Problems after problems. Why problems exist in this world please. Why cant everyone have their own peace of life and achieve whatever they want? I know impossible.

i've never regret at all of choosing you in my life. you change every part of my life to be a better one .

:B

2010-02-02T00:34:00.003+08:00

i wanna watchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! ♥

school.

2010-02-01T15:14:00.000+08:00

its 1st of february today. pretty fast yeah. well left only 1 month plus and wooosh out of the school. pretty sad anyway like so fast wanna graduate! plan already after exams work with sidah. hahahahaha. AOFA mock test soon. ohmygod. left one PR project and then mock test and then real exam. stress semester for every each of us right now. no more enjoying here and there, study first. i'm trying hard to come earlyyy for my attendance.

angel in my life :)

my blog anway.

2010-01-31T15:49:00.002+08:00

enjoy while you can. trust that someone if you really can. we live only once in this world. love the people who treasure you the most. take care of the people who love and care for you. ruin someone life is really common for all humans activity. whats new? i find it really annoying in times when i got all this news between friends and families. being in r/s, sweet talk here and there, when it gets tired, keep in silent and leave just like that, HANGING. whats new again? gosh, this kind of people really no need to live in this world. the more they continue this being in different r/s, i bet their life wont be easy in future. i swear on it.

in this world, gossiping is common for all humans. whats new? everyone do. everyone do it for fun, when it comes to boredness strikes, or being too heartless and wants to revenge and whatevernots. all this are common. no one is perfect. everyone have their own right to say whatever they wants. we cant stop or shut their mouth anyway. al we know is whats right and whats wrong to do.

and for you, i think you're being too much being around us as all of us have been through every tactics of your "drama mama" "acting tooooo much nicee infront of us" , please go and die.your life is go around being a stalker and kehpo wants to know each any of us life especially me i know and then you gonna talk about it and blah blah blah. and infront, you will act HUH nothing "i don know" "yalor". whats new about you? i just wish your life wont be easy in future. too muchhh things you do, make us hate you more :) i just hope the friends will know your true world. and that, i wil thank god for that. and another you, i think you cant live without a girl in your life. so please, look yourself to the mirror cos you're no better at all but just a JERK. :)

peace.

HAPPY.

2010-01-31T01:12:00.000+08:00

heyyy i'm back from the party! even tho the place quite warm there but its nice anyway. the foods all really heaven and nice one. took alot of pictures since there's 3 DSLR altogether and when WE THE COUSINS, when it comes to cam-whore hahaha we will snap snap snap non-stop. yeah as usual its our favourite thing to do when we meet up! its like so long already we never meet up. we do the usual thing, talk nonsense, joke around, make fun of each other. back home super tired.

MORE IN FB LATERRRRR. FB IS REALLY A FUCKER. CAN'T UPLOAD NOWWW.

...

to my dear cousin, i just hope you're back home safely. you're away more than a month and everybody is wondering what are you up to now. we are soo worried about you and you don't even care about us even to your mom and dad. please come back. we all missing you badly :( its been so long already you hide yourself. just hope nothing happen to you please. i pray hard that you won't do stupid stuff outside there and i hope you're fine please. please please please come back..

:)

2010-01-30T14:39:00.001+08:00

i don't know if i'm still sick or not. i need to finish up the medication. yes i know baby.

few hours time i'm gonna meet the rest of my cousinssss to kak ida's bday party over to SAFRA Jurong! Wooo i can't wait! Need to help out the decoration later on. i'm late already anyway and need to get back home change again and go back again! confirm tired for one whole dayy. i hope the foods all heaven!

wonderful.. takecare love.

smile please

2010-01-28T23:25:00.000+08:00

i wonder when i'm gonna be rich? hahahaha. dream on.

need to study hard enough get good gpa point really wanted to go poly.

i wonder why this people acting this and that way. yeah no one is perfect, bear that in mind. all this won't stop for you right. you will go around and around and everyone will start to regret for sure in their life and you will get that in return back FOR SURE. :) Hopefully.

i can't wait to see my lovely cousins this saturday! seeya. :)

live your life

2010-01-26T15:27:00.002+08:00

i'm on mc today. today only. i'm having a slight fever. i'm having cough and flu for nearly 3 weeks. stupid sickness i really hate it. cos i will feel pretty weak when i'm sick. like little baby. yeah. and so last friday the whole admin students from year 1 and 2 went to singapore flyers for free ride! well everyone says its boring but nevermind its once in a lifetime so just appreciate it alright. i find it its interesting to ride it. cos the view was nice and could capture alot of new places which they are renovating. its cool anyway. when we reach to the top, it was the coolest thing. hahahahaha. ookay syoik sendiri so what. its nice. and i'm abit scared of heights sometimes! being around with the gereks people was the best. took alot of pictures and stuff was pretty fun yes love! after everything done, we had late lunch over to marina foodloft. since hanis wants to eat there. well we fulfilled your craving baby. nice foods. and so we proceed to town to get lya's hp for servicing. and we slack over to TAKA. talk gossip laugh talk nonsense as per normal. took alot of pictures using my camera. but good enough i bring 1 battery extra. hahaha. atlast it left 2 bars -.-" hahahahaha. well its was nice hanging out with them anyway. no regret having a good friends like them :) well one bad thing is that, i was not feeling really well on that. starting to get abit feeling of fever. soon after that, i proceed to dian's place since she wants to have dinner over to tong seng for so long alr. hahaha. i have a nice nap for awhile there. waiting for her to change and blah blah and see her cleaning up her own room like wowww! hahaha. kkkkk shutup. and so we had dinner at tong seng and due to i'm not feeling well, i didnt eat as no appetite. and we proceed to dhoby ghaut to meet her sister and friends. home sweet home with 2nd last train :)

saturday, i was really sick but still i had fun ♥ sorry about the sunday . i want doughnut, bubble tea, pizza, swensens ice cream!! any pasta. hahahahahahah. and brownie! thank you. and nixon wallet. ;)

monday which is yesterday, finally presentation done atlast! well, i know i didnt do that well enough. this friday mock exam for aofa. saturday kak ida's bday party! still thinking what to wearrrrrrrrrr. wtf. anyway, i think i should stop smoking cos of the cough? trying hard right noww. need motivation please.

anyway anyway, mom and dad will be away in the middle of year for.... :( gosh gonna stay with that two idiot reallllllly gonna test my patience. thinking where to stay. hahahahahaha. bloody hell.

you're the air that i breathe everyday without fail.

2010-01-21T19:38:00.005+08:00

i miss each of you pretty cousins. see you girls soon next week!

presentation was cancelled due to herman not having a good mood plus he got something on. and so push forward to this monday. good then. anyway, tmrw to singapore flyers and i can't wait. even tho people say its boring blah blah blah, well once in a lifetime why not? its free anyway the school is paying for us. and its like not easy for the school to sponsor it. going with year 1 students too. its a waste to give it away. boo!

my cough and flu is sooooo irritating like i don't know when gonna stop. its like nearly then 3 weeks i've been sick. kental sia sakit.

yeahnesssss, less than 2 months graduating!

my love never ending it becoming more strong and never give up. i need you and love.

still not over.

2010-01-18T23:14:00.003+08:00

i am sure i'm more happy than you.

sunday (17 January): happy 7th birthday ashurah. happy birthday kak lily. happy 20th birthday wandi.

wednesday: PR presentation.

friday: class bonding ride over to singapore flyers for free from school with all the admins students. best or what!

last friday hd dinner over to cahaya with kiki, amin & nan. woah best, kiki fill up my cravings. thanks baby. went over to cityhall meet up eka skudai & naim. soon after dian came & sister. all the way at esplanade. talk joke nonsense all the way whenever naim & skudai are with us. cos only left me eka, dian & sister. was so fucking sleepy in the train early in the morning. haha. (pictures all in fb, dont be so kehpo!)

i'm craving for alot of things and foods.

mcspicy
twister fries
women secret perfume (the old one has come out back!)
new look pants
converse high cut shoe
earpiece
nixon wallet red colour
teriyaki chicken pasta at swensens
moviessssssssssssss
subway cookies
big breakfast
pancakes
prima deli chocolate waffles
green apple red tea with pearl & green apple jelly :)
ice cream in swensens baby :)
lasagna in pizza hut plus the chicken

k, too much to list down. there's more than this. hahahaha. no, i'm not fcking desperate la to get everything in one time.

everything seems to be more beautiful than ever. i'm still standing strong with you.

feel it now.

2010-01-16T12:07:00.000+08:00

i am craving for this. anyone can treat me? hahahahahahahahahahaha.

i wish i'm working right now to earn my own money and buy own stuff and help mom and dad and whatever stuff. will do that soon when finishing school i guess. but still i want to go poly. okay whateverrrrrrr not important anyway.

2 more months i will be graduating and will be out from that old school. gosh, nearly 2 years pass i don feel like 2 years its like only 6 months in that school. wow, alot of things happen between all the classmates. going thru ups and down. shits happen everytime. be it bad or good, still we all are in talking terms. thats good about it.

my cough is really damn irritating plus stupid flu. weather weather, please be good i'm begging you. boring saturdayyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!! okay bye. gonna do project :)

hohoho.

2010-01-14T21:42:00.001+08:00

thanks kiki mandy for everything ♥

hey i'm back.

my cough getting worse plus sore throat like more than a week plus. shit seriously. really testing my patience. i cant even talk properly. say a few words there goes, cough cough non-stop. and even vomit after that. too much stupid toxic inside my body i think.

school are getting okay just only some parts are really annoying. well nevermind gonna graduate sooon anyway :) i can't wait. out of words.

eh, adam lambert got sexy voice i like. hahahahahahahaaha
bye, ily.

not old not young

2010-01-10T15:35:00.015+08:00

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAYY, DIAN ♥

much love.

normal saturday and didnt expect to go out or something. but still i can't stay home if not i'm gonna have a bad headache. and for real i did have plus stupid flu & non-stop coughing :( since dian was outside, i went out meet her straight to town. went to borders to find her book she wants and went to meet lya, azhar, shakilah & friends over to far east to have dinner. walk around and off to bugis to meet dian's sister & cousins. dinner & sheesha plus celebrating a few minutes after the clock strikes 12am of dian's birthday even tho alil abit late with the suprise. hahaha. by 2 plus off to mustafa center since we got nothing much to do . by 4 off home sweet home :)

nice to meet you all ♥
goodbye forever.

you you you.

2010-01-08T00:28:00.000+08:00

i can only choose you. cos you're the best only for me. it change everything in a good way which i enjoy pretty much enough in my 2010 life. great days are so wonderful and could never end just like that. you make it happening. much ♥

enjoyyyyyy!

♥

2010-01-06T23:51:00.003+08:00

normal tuesday. kiki's back with my bag! thankkkkk youuuu syg kau! <3

got to meet naz, shaz, nan & fir. its been sooooo long! :)

mondayblues,cfm!

2010-01-04T01:53:00.000+08:00

school starting in few hours time. am not looking forward at all :(

happy birthday in advance.

HAHAHAHAHAHA!

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2010-01-02T23:49:00.003+08:00

AWESOME SATURDAY :)

brand new life in 2010.

2010-01-02T01:06:00.000+08:00

finally 2009 over and welcome 2010! woooooooooohhhhhhhooooooooooo!!

countdown over to cityhall with babies. by the time the fireworks end everybody started to feel the tiredness already. i am too hyper like fuck seriously shit. well, 2010 what do you expect? must happy and enjoy cos 2009 ended and i'm happy like fuck!! we WALK from cityhall to tekka to have our super late supper and wondering around to mustafa center and back to cityhall at last -___- took the first train home . damn tired but still its an awesome night i had :)

more pictures in fb. (don't be kehpo okay)

finalllyyyyyy i got it!!!!!!!!! thanks mom, i love you.

1 more day.

2009-12-30T16:32:00.003+08:00

NOTHING INTERESTING.

2010 COMING SOON. ALL THE BEST.

i just got a call from kiki! she's going off now to bali! :( i'm gonna miss you. takecare alright! have fun!!! mwahhh <3

2009 to 2010!

2009-12-29T12:04:00.002+08:00

hi ♥

hi miss gorilla. i miss you :( meet me soon. NYE!

i wantttttt to go holidayyyyyyyyyy!!!! 2009 gonna end soon welcome 2010!!!!

hi darling gue ♥ i'm gonna miss you when you away!
hahahahahahahahahaha!!! guess who is this!!

i like.

2009-12-28T21:13:00.003+08:00

HI, sexy.

................................... haha

2009-12-27T00:29:00.003+08:00

starting of my saturday pretty bad cos of that idiot brother really testing my patience. it was raining and the weather really making me fall asleep but i can't stay home anyway. so i bring my two nieces out to town. walk here and there alot and lastly meet my gfs, kiki & nunu. end up laughing away with kiki crazyyness sickness came randomly. HAHAHAHAHA!

parents will be home sooon today! hoping i get the thing by next week? eh no, i'm not so bad forcing mom to waste her money. but hoping sooo. we'll see :( hahahahaha.

you're just psycho freak in the world we know, hahaha!

hoho

2009-12-26T02:40:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 55TH BIRTHDAY MOM. I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH NO MATTER WHAT. AND NO MATTER WHAT, YOU STILL THE BEST MOM. ♥

i spend my days well for the past few days. i love you girls. :)

THIS IS MY BEST GIRLS.

hi baby, thank god you called and we meet atlast! i missssss you really miss you. seeyou soon. loveyou!

this god damn brother really testing my patience alot. fuck you.

i miss ayu & hanis! hanis, takecareeeee! ayu, please meet us.

School re-open soon by next next week! Next week countdown and 2009 goneeee and welcome 2010! I can't wait! Goshhhhhhhh!!!! Fuck with 2009. But still i appreciate every happy moments in 2009 ;) But alot of bullshit in 2009 anyway. Hoping for the best next year and achieve in what i want to do. All the best people and goodluck.

I wanna go poly :( i know i cant do it sia. nvm, find better job and get married. HAHAHAHAHA. bullshit i know. who cares. i wanna have kids anyway. but NOT going to be housewife at home all the way. i wanna get rich. hahaha irritating eh my dream. nvm WHO CARES? i have my own dream. my dream is to be rich, help the poorer. good? hahaha. dream on!

i love my families. i love my friends. i love you too no matter what :)

bye! happy holidays!

random sia.

2009-12-25T01:57:00.004+08:00

HOME ALONE UNTIL SUNDAY. BORING. MERRY CHRISTMAS.

EVERYTHING WAS PERFECT. MWAH.

♥

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2009-12-22T12:43:00.005+08:00

.........................i can't stop seriously shit. gosh :'(

sidetrack////////

i want that pant from new look! only 50bucks. and the sweater please. anyone willing to pay for me?

blank.

2009-12-21T00:08:00.003+08:00

i wish for the thing i want come reallll soon. :(

going away on thurs till sunday. gosh.
nothing much. boring. bye.

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2009-12-19T22:49:00.001+08:00

weekends burn by next week. :( celebrating mom's bday too. but will be at jb. walao boring.

today was a short one but nice one. do you think so? yes, ily.

sad/happy

2009-12-19T02:25:00.001+08:00

sexy, youlookinghothere. stay pretty. you're just perfect trust me. :)

i found a place to let everything out not here but somewhere :( i'm feeling i am pulling far away behind your closet. you need me, you pull me, you don't you put nicely. is it? tell me how you feel. i need to know.

well?

2009-12-17T23:47:00.001+08:00

i just wish 2009 end with good memories. pretty sad i'm going to graduate soon gonna be far apart from my dear classmates :( gonna miss their jokes, fun, sharing anything we have, sharing the secrets to each other and many more. imagine how to survive after graduate? :( I'm gonna miss them badly like seriously. they are like my dear god sisters. Hahaha. Well they are the best among my all friends. no, am not comparing. so far i find them the best people who can tolarate my nonsense , stupid jokes, my PMS especially! still we stick together when even somethings goes wrong. cos we trust each other. this is what call true friends. not bestfriends. i don't trust the word bestfriends. cos they are best in only some part, the other part they will backstabbed. okay as if i care. hahahaha.

to my dear king kong, monkey, chimpanzee, gorilla, I ♥ each of you.

& i ♥ you too.

thanks for dropping by

2009-12-17T16:59:00.001+08:00

i may not update here that much. i am so curious why all this hate taggers still coming or even exist? just mind your own business easy right? do I owe you anything? do i owe your mom and dad anything? why must you tag nonsense here? if i'm like this, make your life so difficult huh? soooo curious why still bother to come here. kehpo huh? no life, get a life please. dare to tag but don't dare to reveal yourself. sucha a pussy.

updating other places :)

burstday!

2009-12-16T17:01:00.002+08:00

HAPPPPYYY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR LOVELY COUSIN, IZZAH♥

2009-12-15T21:26:00.002+08:00

i believe someday we will go through together and stick together like how we promise.

Rockmantic.

2009-12-15T18:04:00.004+08:00

for now i am craving for alot alot alot of foods & stuff. but money come from where? i don't think i should working cos its only 3 weeks of holiday? hell yeah, i hate this thinking of where to get money. cos end up i will get headache and stress. hahaha, nonsense i know. i love to think alot of nonsense things. mostly negative thots. well, i'm like this and cant change the way i am. but not to the extremely negatives. hoho.

thanks for the treat lya. ily! and please i feel like going to the zoo. bring me please. i wanna go picnic. i wanna eat new burger in burger king. i want my shaker fries by end of this month cos confirm plus chop no more already by next yr :( i want cheese fries from kfc. i want ljs. i want pastamania. i want ice cream. hahahahaha.

i want you! neh, i get you alrdy so nothing more. :)

i am very irritating please. don't you think so?

much love.

2009-12-14T01:28:00.001+08:00

my weekends full of laughter thats all. :) all in fb.

saturday ; meet up with lya nisa & friends over to town. nothing much to do but jokes around. accompany lya shoppinggg walaoweyyy. last train home.

sunday; out to town meet dian & her along. wondering around accompany her shopping. dinner over to pizza hut. :) thanks along like seriously thank you. HAHAHA!

holiday start alreadyyyy! for only 3 weeks. haiyaaa. now freaking bored at home. but still doing projects anyway. okayy i got nothing to update. my blog become rusty sooooon.

k bye.

hi little sweet sexy thing, i'm not getting tired about you but i want more of you <3 stop complaining everything perfect already.

tell me about it.

2009-12-11T00:46:00.000+08:00

finally its up ehhh ayu. hahahaa. anyway thanks to your friend :) much love.

hey, its holidayy timeeeeeee and i'm fucking free already. buttt not at all laaa, project must commit also. hahahahaha. i cant wait for 2010! must do something which you enjoy and happy. its a musttt. i'm still wondering whether i still could get the thing from my dad :( pleaseeeeeee i pray hard gonna get it.

there's always ups & down, but i am so lucky now it wont change. i feel super relieve! yes very. thanks for it. i will work hard for it ♥

shit happen.

2009-12-10T08:55:00.003+08:00

be it if you're ugly or pretty, still ily. just stay beside me forever.

i could be your bestfriend. i could be your sister. i could be anything you want. just don't leave and stay with me with the same feelings we have together.

shits happen for so many reason that i could imagine.

ball rolling

2009-12-08T20:06:00.004+08:00

i've cut my hair, MYSELF. uglyyyy siahhhhh :(

guess what, today in class less than 15 people came? so damn pathetic as class starts at 9. by 10 having p.e butttttt the teacher didnt came and we got 3 hours free time as next lesson is at 1 PM. tell me about it?! fucking pathetic seriously. very boring day today seriously. nothing fun but my dear lya & sidah is there to cheer me up :) i love you & you. hahahahaha k lame.

okay i better stop eating cos i eat too much which i think i will grow fat . when you're stress and sad you tend to eat alot. for me, NO. i'm stress, sad or happy over excited also i eat too much hahahaa who cares no one wants me. i would like to shop for alot of things really alot. i just hope $$ fall from the sky. k dream on please.

i want to go far far far away from here to have fun alone. is the best thing ever in my life i could wish. away from all unwanted problems. everyday i feel shit like really bullshit. sometimes i feel i'm useless to everyone really damn useless. dont you think so? why am i being so emoooo shit siah? walaowey, k bye

most cute part when they say "huh?" hahahaha favourite sia. i mean starting. understand? no? k, nvm. please watch anyone who reads my blog :(

roll eyes please.

2009-12-08T19:50:00.004+08:00

"You got me losin' myself in what i'm trying to say and its hard to fight it, can't help but feelin' this way. And every time that I'm near you its like my heart gets weak. Feels like i'm losing my breath making it hard to speak."

4th ♥

2009-12-07T22:48:00.005+08:00

hi sexy. no one can make me feel the way you do.

i feel its like just for awhile but its worth it. pretty long anyway. no regret, seriously :) everyday you make the smile stay. everyday that words you keep saying keeps playing on my mind. you once shout it loud to the public and even whisper to my ears to those sweet words. how wonderful? hahaha.

my mood getting worse i don know why. when i'm tired i feel my mood going down. when anyone irritate me just for a minute, my mood will burst. when anyone treat me like i'm nothing, i will get pissed off easily. i'm sorry . just got no mood.

ily.

not yet done.

2009-12-06T14:15:00.001+08:00

i dream i had maggie cup noodles, mom really bought it yesterday morning. and i had two curry flavour. i had a dream my handsome little boy came, and he really came and i got a nice hug and kiss from him. :( i think dreams comes true. but a wish for me don't come true at all . cos i just wish something won't go wrong and worse, but, it happen just like that. becareful of what you wish, sometimes its happen in the other way round.

in this 2009, alot and alot of things happen be it bad or good it really happen so fast. praying hard things will get better in future. everyone seems being having alot of different moods. be it sad, happy, i feel pity for everyone. all because of non stop problems and stuff. yes, i'm going thru all this now. whatever it is, life must goes on. this is all part of life. god said life wont be easy but he promised it is worth it. so love the people who treat you right and treasure them. you might never know what happen in future. i'm hoping when 2010 comes, all of us will achive things we want and make it better than this year. yeah, i cant predict but i hope for the best for everyone.

before 2009 ends, i would like to apologized to anyone families friends for my atittude or whatevernots. if i'm being mean, harsh, sarcastic whatever you named me, I'm sorry from the bottom of my heart. I would like to start a new fresh life being in love from everyone and not being hate from everyone. i have make alot of mistakes this year, so i would like to have opportunity to change for the better. i'm sorry if i hurt anyone of you feelings. forgive and forget, yes easy to say for everyone.

no one is perfect. every each of us have different mindset. well, thats called human with feelings. i may talk rubbish here but who cares? my blog, my say.

dear dian, i feel sorry for the lost of your uncle. may he rest in peace. ; i'm not good in saying this stuff but don't be sad be strong alright. he will always be watching you and families. pray hard for him thats important. don't cry no more, i feel sad seeing you started to have red eyes tears wanted to roll down but you hold it back cos we're in public. you talk less i feel you. its okay alright. i hope everything goin better for your families. where are you? :( i hope you're okay. ily ♥

no link.

2009-12-05T01:29:00.000+08:00

NINJA ASSASIN WAS FarKING GREATTTTTTTTTTTT SHOW. guys better watch. they keep talking about rain's hot body non-stop -___- sooooo irritating. hahahahaha. well it was niceeeee anyway. laugggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh non-stop.

PR exams are O-V-E-R! its a easy paper anyway only for some questions. wth. left 1 week for holidayyyyy. yahoo. bye. im bored updating already. dont know if there's any readers willing to read my boring blog. tired telling about stupid stuff cfm you all boring to read already. ok, as if i care. hahahaha

still unsure how the feelings like, no am not dragging still unsure. the feelings sooo suckos.

feel my heart

2009-12-04T01:15:00.001+08:00

hi baby. be strong okay? be happy and try your best to get your happiness in a perfect way that you want love. we always be by your side when you need a listening ear :)

PR exams start soon less than 12 hours. i could only memorize 70% to 80% of it the rest like... later? hahahaha. headache coming back like wth ah. i wish i could do better for the exams later. i hope soooo. goodluck everyone.

take the pressure on my mind.

enjoy the weekends everybody. i will be free after tmrw yahooooooooooooo!

My heartttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt.

2009-12-02T23:58:00.005+08:00

hi sexy. i love your hair.

"you sooo short but nevermind i still love you" suprisingly its so random but its the first time. :D i know i am so short. what to do?

hahahahahaha, hows sweet you're thanks! chanciewwwwwwww! ehhhhhhhhhh.

friday exams PR starts. gosh, i really study for 2hours with dian over to mcd. :) must be proud of me okehhhh. OKAY DIAN! and thanks i get my shaker fries again. must get more before its end. i mean when they stop selling it -__- its only for awhile siahh. ninja assasin sooooooooooooooooon okay wait PR first la.

1 more week to go and wooooshhhh holidaysss here i comee. well, its gonna be burn just for projects! we can do it girls!

picnic with me please.

it was nice seeing you!

.

2009-12-01T20:10:00.005+08:00

sometimes i cant hide my feelings or even cover it up. you will know eventually. sometimes i hate it really hate it to talk about it. might hurt your feelings. but making my mood sucks like fuck la. i dont know why but the feelings is so hard to let go. even just a question its really hard for me. i'm useless seriously useless. i should have not had this feelings. i'm happy when you're happy. even i'm not in the mood, you could tell so and you care for my feelings. you're the best you know me well enough. we going thru alot of stuff even small little argument still we stick together. the trust is there, but i feel insecure totally. but really, was the use? making us feel more unhappy dragging all this stuff. i don't even like it at all. i don't want to drag. but, i cant help it. gosh its really hard. :/

i dont want you to go or leave. please please help me i'm feeling sucks really sucks.

you treat me more than anything that i can wish. i don expect more or anything more from you, your care and love is just alright for me and i'm happy. there's alot more i want to say about you but nevermind i keep it my heart. you're mine and i'm yours always. dont worry about that. for the past few days you're just perfect totally perfect. for now do whatever it takes to make you happy now.

jealousy is a useless word fuck la

i love you.

Wosssssssssssssh!

2009-11-30T22:39:00.002+08:00

hey i'm back from singapore. between singapore and malaysia DUHHH of cos i chose singapore is the best. even tho there more cheaperrrr i still prefer here.

i didnt celebrate hari raya haji but instead help out my 2nd sis pack things to new house there to 2 storey terrace. walao taknak kalah. haha i hate it cos its so scary and eerie house like that even tho its BIG, but no thanks. hahahahaa. k i very mean siah.

i reach singapore yesterday afternoon and went to town meet dian, 1st sister with the children and SIL with suhendra! its beeeen soo long alr never meet that little handsome boy! we had Ben & Jerry over to The cathay! Thanks along for the treatttt. pictures will be up soon maybe? kkk, boring.

i need to start study back for PR for this friday. i got 43 over 50 for the mock test. good or bad? i cant wait to get the results for AOFA!

i wanna meet you kiki okayyyy! and supershaaa tooo.

sexy lips <3

bye!

2009-11-26T21:57:00.000+08:00

i'm going away till sunday. be right back!

takecare everyone! you too love!

shooooooooooooooo!

2009-11-24T23:10:00.002+08:00

PR exam for tmrw was cancel and postponed to which date we dont know. but anyway good cos i have not study that much. yesterday went over to study with dian but gosh i just study only like 10mins? cos i am too sleepy and barely open my eyes and keep yawning non-stop. i know you getting annoying by my voice too. hahahahahaha. thankssssssssss for the shaker fries love. :) i'm still craving for it and i want somemore can! will get your pastamania next next month so wait can?

i'm going off to jb sister plc by thurs night and during hari raya haji will be at there -___- boring or what.

2010 coming soon and 2009 will end soon. i find it 2009 full of problems and badluck for me and even friends and families agreed too. problems after problems happen for alot of reasons. i wish my life and everyone's life wil be free & easy from problems by 2010! hahahahaha, kkkkk like real only laaa you ain. k shut up.

please reen next time dont bend down -____- i feel like very very the small standing beside you. hahahahahahahahaha.

holla shit!

2009-11-24T14:12:00.004+08:00

sadly not all cousins can turn up. but nevermind we had fun :D i love each of you very very very muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhy.

all the pictures are up on FB! woooooooooooooooooooohoooooooooooooooooo!

hi, it was nice and sweeet. please just stay the way you are nowwww :) everything going smooth and steady.

you're so nice yet cool

2009-11-22T23:50:00.008+08:00

friday -
tong seng ♥ sheesha with loves one.

saturday -
home club flea market. town to get nasi ayam penyet. hahahahahaha. meet bestfriend, ghufran :) and meet the friends.

sunday - which is today
normal photoshoot with cousins. ayam penyet AGAIN to town. sheesha!

mom & dad safely home! pictures will be up soon. so just wait.

hii ♥ just stay the way you're now. cos i can't help it but to get to near you more. you're just like an angel keep appearing in my sweet and beautiful dreams.

mohd suhendra

2009-11-21T13:31:00.006+08:00

hi my little boy. how i wish i could see you everyday. play tricks, games and joke around with you. kiss and bite your big chubby cheeks non-stop. with your loud voice. your cute favourite dance you always do. with your cute eye brow and you can do it like how the two kids of cadbury adver.

everybody says you're so cute and chubby.

i miss you terribly miss you :(

how i wish things will be perfect like last time. but it ended just like that. sucha a pity. whatever it is, i need to accept the fact. and you i hope you realised one day. i pray hard. i dont want things to be more hard way and get parents stress about it. please just think over it. takecare.

my parents are away till tmrw. and meeting my cousins tmrw.

alright am not in the mood right now. till here.

haha

2009-11-20T14:13:00.003+08:00

hi my loves. gonna meet each of you on sunday! ohhhh, i cant wait! :)

the show really powerrrrrrrrrrrrrr to the core ytday right my kingkong, gorilla, chimpanzee, monkey and sexy. hahahahaha. best! this morning having AOFA exams okay alright can do it. hahaha. one exam down now waiting for PR next week. so lucky having only 2 subjects rather than 3! subjects. booo!

hahahahaha, i can just laughhhhh all the wayyyyyyyyyyyy. talk talk talk whatever you want :) i don't care anymore. so why bother?

boo!

2009-11-18T21:59:00.004+08:00

happy 57th birthday according to his IC. hahahahaha. actual age is 58th :) and 15th bday to my dear niece Nana.

tell you what, you're the best :)

AND DIAN AMIRAH, GOODLUCK FOR YOUR TP TMRW ♥

hairrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

2009-11-17T23:38:00.002+08:00

in future nice one :)

i will cut my hair soooooooooooooon. i m fuckin bored.

kbye.

...................................

2009-11-16T20:58:00.005+08:00

fuck you okay brother. you're sucha a useless brother i have like seriously.

today celebrated my dear mr herman's bday. and we bought for him presents and mango cake. and we ordered canadian pizza! powerrr. well nothing much happen in school. but i have a good laugh with a bunch of gereks classmates :) its been so long i know. and aofa mock test like a ok-ok can do it.

thanks for the nice fried rice and crispy chickennn wingggs ♥

sexyyyy

2009-11-15T23:28:00.004+08:00

your dad worse than you who cant live without 2 pussies in his life. pity your mom :)

today i got my mcspicyyyyyyyy! thanks my dear sidah & ayu for accompanying me :) bestttt, i love you guys. ytday meet up was the best. see you guys again will hang out soon! i cant wait for weekends with cousins :)

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2009-11-15T14:52:00.003+08:00

hey bitch. one thing you better loook to yourself on the mirror before you wanna talk about me. everybody is laughing at you not me. so dont get me involve in your "happy life lor" hahahahahaha. still you don't realised you got no life at all :) what is over get it over you bitch :D i don't give a fuck with a piece of shit like you who talk no action at all. woooooo. dont talk much but no action at all. i think he also deserve much more better girls than you. and we all agree on it from last time :) cos your attitude, you think for your ownself benefit not for him and others, stupid. hahahahaha. and for me being confused, it doesnt matter to them. cos atleast i have my own life they have their own life too :) why so kehpo ? you don't like, fuck off? don't step being nice infront of me, but at the back you bitch about it right? hahahahahaha. atleast i don't make my friends in difficult situation everytime, but you will get everybody involve and you fucked them up from the top to the bottom. and no sorry at all. so hearrrrttttttlesssss bitch :)

and i think you cant live without a cock in your life :) awwwwww.

sayonara

2009-11-14T15:23:00.003+08:00

i would rather you to be in my life sexy. i cant get my eyes off you.

guessss whatttt yawwwwwww, i am fit to go to school alr after a check up this morning. bestttt or whattt?! :) i can go to schoool alr! i can meet my dear classmates! i can meet sexy! :) i cantt waitttt! i just realiseddd its been 6 days straight i glue myself at home. wowwww, first time i tell you!!! my mom of cos happy like fat pig! hahahahahaa k kidding.

i can get all my cravinggggsss alr!!!!!! anywaaayyy, my parents just go off to jb 2nd sis plc until tmrw. so bessssttt plus boring ahhhh. hahahaha. nvm, going out to meet sexy! :)

byeeeeeeeeeee takecare have a splendid weekends yaww.

I wish for the better

2009-11-14T01:15:00.007+08:00

if i make your life difficult, tell me, i will leave. if i make your mood unstable everytime, tell me, i will leave. i will leave for good. cos it hurts me when your reaction towards me change and your mood makes me feel unwanted to you. and i feel you're far away from me and might leave me just like that. thats my fear about you. i feel insecure totally. see, when it comes to arguments, you hate it, me too yes. who like it right? i don't wish to continue like this. i wish for the better things. a word h-a-p-p-y everyday for me is a alright. every small/big arguments, we could talk. being keep quiet and get far away from each other, it doesnt work out. i don't want that too happen. my fault if being rude or making your mood sucky, I AM TOTALLY SORRY :(

every single mistake i make, please point it out.

i don't want you to leave.

the rock

2009-11-13T16:59:00.005+08:00

hi sexy, i can't get my eyes offf you. you never fail to put a big smile on my face :) hahahahahahahahahaaha.

today friday. should be going outt todayyy :( but no, because of stupid chicken pox, i'm sad. sexy just go out and i'm home. boringgggg. tmrw sat, and i'm going for check up! if i'm okay alr, i can go out!! and i want to go out on sunday. soo, anyone free? hahahahaha. i know, need to study -____- cos monday mock test. cb. i will get my mcspicy by my own then! bestttttt! i wish shaker fries still have :(

i deserve to have you. without you my life is incomplete.

what the fish?

2009-11-12T23:58:00.004+08:00

omgosh sexy, my face :( HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. ugly really? i knowwww.

now more ugly with polka dots. okay, i know i keep complaining about this stupid chicken pox. first time maahh, duhh complain must non-stop one. -___- tired siahh complain. hahahahaha. cos i hate it soooooooo much. kkkk, must get well sooon.

HUNGRYYYYYYYYYYYYY!! im hungry like never eat for two days. i can't wait photoshoot with cousins! please i hope my dotdot on my face dissappeared! don't want to put make up :( HAHAHAHAHAHA. shutt uppp. I'm happy i deleted all the unwanted stuff and pictures :) so i won't stress anymoreeee. greattt. please anyone make happy. sexy make me more happy please.

happy 20th birday my dear cousins, mohd hasif & eca :)

Jom Jum Jump!

2009-11-12T13:58:00.006+08:00

3 more days left. please i wanna get back to school :( i am damn bored at home all day long. dyinggggg soon. saturday going check up and really hope the doc let me go. kkkkk, better get well soon laa ain rather than you complain non-stop -___- i'm tired staying at home. no fooods everytime mee maggi. hahahahahaah. walaoweyy.

i need to booked my test date soon. sexy, wait for me please. yours will be soon next week! dont worry you will pass for sure. :) i will pray for you. and you pray for my health first please! haiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. andd i can't wait to watch Paranormal Activity with classmates! girls pleasee wait for meeee. thanks. i love you girls very the much. hahahahaha.

and now i am craving for chicken chopp. hahahahahahaha. idk why i craving for alot of chicken. maybe bcos of the chicken pox?! kkkk shut upppp. my problem ah what i want to eat. cos i love chicken moreee than fish. -__- lammmeeeeee .

k byeeee. update again later. i know i got no work to do so i waste my time on here and fb :)

gugugaga over you

2009-11-11T23:30:00.006+08:00

i swear i was sleeping in this picture. can see the face got chicken pox :(

i got my KFC bought by abang but used my own moneyyy -____- But nevermind, its still finger licking gooodddd baby! :) I'm pretty full after i got my cheese fries + chicken zinger burger! Thanks abang. if i didnt say my treat, you won't ever get up from your bloody bed. okay, one down for my craving, got alot more of foods i craving. nowwww, mcspicyyyy! hahahahaha, ahhh shut up ain! :)

sidahhhh, take good care of yourself! you're away in few hours time :( i miss you man! i have a major headache nowww. my chicken pox medicine left only 8 tablets. yeahhhhhhhnessss, happy or what. i was curious if the medicine finish, is the chicken pox will heal or not? soooo i ask my mom, all she can say or SHOUT laa, " kau nak keluarkan chickpen pox lagi banyak?!" (YOU WANT THE CHICKEN POX COME OUT NON-STOP AH?) HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. i laughhh happily all the way out her room. dont understand?! I ALSO DONT UNDERSTAND!!! HAHAHAHA. sooo stupid lor ainn. kkkkkk shut upp. going bed nowww. gonna take medicine now.

goodnight. see you soon sexy :)

hungry

2009-11-11T14:05:00.006+08:00

i'm too obsessed with you.

i miss all the fun at school. sad or what? i miss my sexy too. more sad. today i should be watching astroboy with ayu & my dear mr herman. too bad, i'm on MC. :( feel so useless and i'm home alone for one whole damn week. oh my god, i feel so lonely sia. everybody so busy. haiyaaa. so noisy laa you ain! just shut up and get well soon faster and go to school! monday mock test, WALAOWEEEY :/ i just study only 1 chapter, 2 more left. no, not lazy but no mood. haiyaaaa, seriously i'm too noisy talk non-stop.

i miss my classmates. and sidah & fadzly you guys will be away tomorrow to bintan, have fun and please take good care of yourself. awwww, sidah i'm gonna miss you man! :( i'm damn hungry right now, i just ate Koko Crunch for breakfast, lunch. yeah, so pathetic. i cravingg for my mcspicyyyy and plus my chicken pie at polar :(((((( walaoweeeey, hungry pig. haiyaaaa ain, stop it.

4 days straight i'm homeeee, great or what?! 4 more days to go, i'm gonna die without seeing anything outside. Hahahaha k lame laa ain lameeeeeeeeeeee. i hope i really really hope i will be alrigght and can go to school! cos i miss classmates and sexy :( okayyy too mushy, so shut upppppppp!!

k byeeeeee.

my favourite girls.

2009-11-10T12:09:00.000+08:00

th greatest gift i have. nothing much but them ♥

i need a massage really really soon. my head really heavy right now because of this stupid dots on my head which it become dry and painful :( yes tell me about it. my face full of polka dot the ugly version, walaoweyy. one whole week at home feel so useless and pathetic. i can't go out to show my uncute-ness face. -_____- YESSS, i know.

i need to have my mcspicy :( i need to have you too sexy. fasterrrrrr next week please? You will have yours soon.

this thing is really testing my patience, like what mama say "KAU BUAT MENGUCAP BOLEH TAK? MCM NAK MATI GITU"

EXAMS COMING SOON, STUDYYYYY. i knowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

I'm out of control, Your sexiness is so appealing, I can't let it go

Love & hate.

2009-11-09T23:23:00.001+08:00

i love you.

and you i hope you die very very very very soon. i hate you very very very very much.